A Feel Good Today ~~

Lights up your life



 Finally, i feel good today ~~

Woke up early in the morning, took my bath, prepared myself heading to library at 12pm +.....

There was nobody at home just left me alone...damn hot in the afternoon ~~ library is a better place for me !! :)

Sit there until 5pm sharp then heading to have dinner ~~

Taday got to buy my new pencil box at popular~~ i love my neighbourhood ~~ there is always lots of things for me to buy :)



I love it so much !!! thanks to choose for me ~~

well, tomorrow going to have a test, and i am calming myself down now....as everybody told me, everything will be fine :)

yea ~~ you are right !! tomorrow will be better ~~ and good luck to everyone  ~~~

Maybe sometimes.......



Maybe sometimes i will be a little bit fierce... is just that i am really angry but i dont know whether should i scold you or not...

Maybe sometimes i will be a little bit rude...is just that i really find that you are annoying, maybe you should give me some silent please...

Maybe sometimes i will be a bit quiet..it is not that i am not happy, is just that i need to "charge my battery" before i start to happy again...

Maybe sometimes i like to cry..is not that i "like", is just that i really dont know what to do when i feel scare...

Maybe sometimes i am lazy...is just that i need some rest...i am not as strong as you...

Maybe sometimes i tell you dont find me...is not that i dont like you...is just that i want to be alone....

 Maybe give me some times ??? i just need times to overcome the feeling that i feel all the time...

I admit that i am a coward...i dont dare to do many things....i dont dare to say anythings sometimes..is just that i dont have the right to do and say...

Saturday....study day ~~~ i am scare...but i am trying my best to do whatever i can do....

I wanted to be........

i want to improve my english !!!

being said that my english never improve, and it seems like it's just the same level as before

ya, i admit that my english is sucks...

but i am trying my best to improve, just that, it getting worst ....

it somehow influence me

when i communicate with other people, sometimes make them cannot even understand what am i trying to say

and in the end, making me also dont know what am i going to say > <

no short form anymore

you are right that short forms make me dont know how to pronoun some words

and always make other people laughing at me

learn a quote today......

Always continue the climb. It is possible for you to do whatever you choose, if you first get to know who you are and are willing to work with a power that is greater than ourselves to do it.

by Ella Wheeler Wilcox



SAD + SCARE



dont feel like doing anything now

my mood is sucks

crying myself, no reason

just dont know how to stop the tears

keep dropping

the tears no longer listen to me..........

how am i going to spend my night



looking at the mirror...

why am i crying tonight

there is no reason

but i know i am sad and scare > <

Random :)

woke up at ten, planned to have breakfast myself at hawker center outside my house, but at last, cooked maggi mee and ate myself :P sitting down thinking :"what should i do today??", but no answer from my question....

Finally, going to cut my hair !!! hahah ~ done it at 12pm....went back home !! lazy to move ~~

Well, done my hair cut, but.............i admit that it looks silly > <

Prepared myself, heading to sutera mall alone ~ this is my first time shopping alone in the shopping centre...bought two singlet : one red one black...

nothing to do at home...lazy to do housework...study time !!!!

going to have exam soon...the stress is coming !!!!

ermmmmm...thinking of solutions to clear the fear+stress+anxious..i hope that i can face the exam normally, without any worry, but.........my question is always the same :

will i success ????????????????

missing everybody and missing everything ....

eating dinner alone yesterday

starting to recall back everything

how we play, how we chat

suddenly missing the time tat we spent together

going to end this week, study week ~~

a lot of things need to study during this week

hope that everything will be fine ~

god bless me, please....

mood is getting very down now....

i will be fine ...



mayb

i am addicted to the song : "would you be there" nowadays

keep repeating and listen to it the whole day

Would you be there to save my soul tonight?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be there,
to kiss my pain away..
Would you be there?
For me..



A new start ~~

Second day of sch after 2 weeks break ...

actually is quite tired for me, wake up at 7am, prepared to go to sch, by walking to the mrt station, early in the morning...

at hm can actually slp until afternoon also no prob !! (but i nvr do tat)

today class ended early, went to xinyi hse ~~

hehe, is nt too far frm my hse actually, but for me, i really dun noe hw to go alone > <

hehe...went her hse, but slp...

chat a while ~~ but nvr play ~~

yaya, juz slp..and i like her pillow !!

and also all the thgs her bed, is the thgs tat i like it the most :)

 i like both of them the most.....

reached hm safely, on9 ...study a bit, slp ~~

third day coming tmr !!

mcd brakfast, i m coming  !!

Singing Day ~~~

i cnt even stay at hm doin nth, facing computer, playing computer games for the whole day....and of coz...doin housework, pretending to becum cinderella but sorry that i cnt do tat, it's bored !!!!
hehe ~~ out again frm hm, singing day wif friends !!! cnt wait to meet them up!! woke up at 9am, finding breakfast bt there was nth to eat...cooked for myself a packet of maggi mee wif an egg+fishball+veg..it's delicious f coz :P

Take my time to get myself prepared, heading to fetch kaili at 12.10pm, reached her sch at 12.30pm sharp, and luckily she nvr let me waited for too long...actually it's quite paiseh to go her sch's front gate, so many ppl !!!

After she board on my car, of coz is our lunch time ~~ but there was a small traffic jam in front of her sch, i cnt believe tat auto d car wil reverse when went up to the hill..nearly knocked the car behind me, but luckily the car oso reverse a bit when went up the hill, hehe, otherwise........i cnt imagine wad wil happen in the end > <

Planning to eat mi hun guey, but there was no parking for us to stop the car...so sad...wasted my petrol and time finding for parking... haizzzz...but in the end, dabao called and said that he was done, time to fetch him !! i shud waited him at his sch d.......

nx station : REDBOX !! hehe, waited so long juz for this time :P

6 guys + 4 girls, the music inside the room was.......loud !!!! hahahahah ~~ hapi thn ok edi ~~ even though some of them i dun even noe them :P

but nvr mind, stil can take pichasssssss !!!

blur edi > <

 min and kaili ~

 min and ting ~

min and me ~

done singing at 5pm and fetch hui min to bus station ~~ thx for acc me to the carpark !! i til nw stil cnt rmb whr i put my car in the carpark...mayb nx time i shud take a photo for whr i park my car > < 

A fun day with buddies !!!!

a fun day wif my butterfly shirt ~~

woke up early in the morning, get myself ready, and drove to laoda's hse

according to laoda's mum, she woke up very late

haha, and of coz, she has been scolded

drinking my favourite green tea waiting for laoda to get prepared

saw her coming down wif her blue colour file, and i juz discovered tat i forgot to bring laoda's doc

oh my god !! luckily auntie nvr scold me and drove me bek hm

Thx and Sorry !!!!!!

Bringing laoda to do medical check up

unfortunately, the system was a bit slow

haizzzzzzzzzzz

waiting for laoda to do her blood test for 15mins

she shud drink more chicken soup !!!

hahah ~~

finally done, i was damn hungry !! and it was edi 3pm !!

forcing laoda to eat subway wif me as i nvr eat it b4 ~~

hehe, it was delicious and worth ~~ eat til we very full sia ~~

tis is my set lunch ~~

laoda eating hers, hehe ~ yummy ~~

after we ate, looked at the watch ........

OMG, it was edi 4pm, heading to meet up wif xiao jia and tracy !!

after we met them, heading to our destiny--siloso beach ~~~

we go there by using skytrain ~~

pictures taking inside the skytrain~~

 tracy

 tracy and xiao jia wif little flower umbrella

reached there and trying to find a shady place to sit down

but finally, we got our place ~~

so sad that i dun hv the picha that we played water ~~

i was wet, becoz of xiao jia > <

sea water + sands on my shirt

time to go bek hm !!!

such a beautiful sunset ~~

enjoyed ourselves very much

goodbye sentosa and i wil b bek soon :)