A Feel Good Today ~~

Lights up your life



 Finally, i feel good today ~~

Woke up early in the morning, took my bath, prepared myself heading to library at 12pm +.....

There was nobody at home just left me alone...damn hot in the afternoon ~~ library is a better place for me !! :)

Sit there until 5pm sharp then heading to have dinner ~~

Taday got to buy my new pencil box at popular~~ i love my neighbourhood ~~ there is always lots of things for me to buy :)



I love it so much !!! thanks to choose for me ~~

well, tomorrow going to have a test, and i am calming myself down now....as everybody told me, everything will be fine :)

yea ~~ you are right !! tomorrow will be better ~~ and good luck to everyone  ~~~

Maybe sometimes.......



Maybe sometimes i will be a little bit fierce... is just that i am really angry but i dont know whether should i scold you or not...

Maybe sometimes i will be a little bit rude...is just that i really find that you are annoying, maybe you should give me some silent please...

Maybe sometimes i will be a bit quiet..it is not that i am not happy, is just that i need to "charge my battery" before i start to happy again...

Maybe sometimes i like to cry..is not that i "like", is just that i really dont know what to do when i feel scare...

Maybe sometimes i am lazy...is just that i need some rest...i am not as strong as you...

Maybe sometimes i tell you dont find me...is not that i dont like you...is just that i want to be alone....

 Maybe give me some times ??? i just need times to overcome the feeling that i feel all the time...

I admit that i am a coward...i dont dare to do many things....i dont dare to say anythings sometimes..is just that i dont have the right to do and say...

Saturday....study day ~~~ i am scare...but i am trying my best to do whatever i can do....

I wanted to be........

i want to improve my english !!!

being said that my english never improve, and it seems like it's just the same level as before

ya, i admit that my english is sucks...

but i am trying my best to improve, just that, it getting worst ....

it somehow influence me

when i communicate with other people, sometimes make them cannot even understand what am i trying to say

and in the end, making me also dont know what am i going to say > <

no short form anymore

you are right that short forms make me dont know how to pronoun some words

and always make other people laughing at me

learn a quote today......

Always continue the climb. It is possible for you to do whatever you choose, if you first get to know who you are and are willing to work with a power that is greater than ourselves to do it.

by Ella Wheeler Wilcox



SAD + SCARE



dont feel like doing anything now

my mood is sucks

crying myself, no reason

just dont know how to stop the tears

keep dropping

the tears no longer listen to me..........

how am i going to spend my night



looking at the mirror...

why am i crying tonight

there is no reason

but i know i am sad and scare > <

Random :)

woke up at ten, planned to have breakfast myself at hawker center outside my house, but at last, cooked maggi mee and ate myself :P sitting down thinking :"what should i do today??", but no answer from my question....

Finally, going to cut my hair !!! hahah ~ done it at 12pm....went back home !! lazy to move ~~

Well, done my hair cut, but.............i admit that it looks silly > <

Prepared myself, heading to sutera mall alone ~ this is my first time shopping alone in the shopping centre...bought two singlet : one red one black...

nothing to do at home...lazy to do housework...study time !!!!

going to have exam soon...the stress is coming !!!!

ermmmmm...thinking of solutions to clear the fear+stress+anxious..i hope that i can face the exam normally, without any worry, but.........my question is always the same :

will i success ????????????????